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  • Gossamer
    Gossamer
  • Falling From Grace
    Falling From Grace
  • Quiver
    Quiver
  • Grace of Day
    Grace of Day
  • Dark Veil
    Dark Veil
  • Bird Song
    Bird Song
  • Black Halo
    Black Halo
  • Damselfly
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  • Falling From Grace
  • Quiver
  • Grace of Day
  • Dark Veil
  • Bird Song
  • Black Halo

I Solemnly Swear That I Have Been Up To No Good

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It's been a while. I've been a really bad, bad blogger and I think before anything else, I need to tell you guys how sorry I am. 

Sometimes life gets in the way of the things you need and/or want to do, and then things spiral out of control to the point where you don't know which way is up, and how you proceed out of the rabbit hole. I am currently sitting in the dark hole, trying to find my way out and my first step is to talk to you, tell you what's going on.

I've been busy - that much is obvious. My life is always busy, what with four mites and all, but these past couple of months have been crazy. After a long wait, we finally moved into our new home. It's been wonderful, hectic, lovely, insane, and just plain awesome. Add on to that the fact that my husband is overseas working and you've got a single mother of four trying to get a new house up to par while tackling these characters in my head who all demand my full attention.

So what does that all mean? 

Well, for me it means too much and too little all at once. That spiral I told you about? It leads down. That rabbit hole? It's called depression.

Truth is, I've been depressed for a while. I know what it is, I know what it does, and I know how to help it. Up until my husband left, the depression was manageable without doing anything. Now, though, without that additional support in my work, my mites' lives and activities, and this home, I've fallen into a funk. It sucks. I drag myself out of bed to take them to school. I paint a smile on my face and keep myself busy with things that dont require me to think much: cooking, baking, building things. But at night, when I'm most inclined to write, my brain just quits and I feel my body just groan with emotional exhaustion. 

I don't want to smile. I don't want to wake up at five in the morning. I don't want to bake cookies that I won't get to eat because my mites are like the seagulls in Finding Nemo.

I want to scream and cry, throw things, break stuff, possess Fred Durst's body and yell at his reflection for ruining "Behind Blue Eyes".

And I want to write.

I want to respond to the emails you all have been sending me.

I want to finish sending out all of those prizes and gifts that you all have been waiting so patiently for. But up until now, I just...couldn't.

So what's changed? 

Well, nothing. I'm just tired of being tired, of being down, of being depressed. I've reached my own breaking point and instead of going further down the hole, I'm blowing it up. Boom, bitches! 

So, first things first: I'm writing. I'm writing and I'm writing and I'm writing. What I'm writing isn't making much sense, but it's writing. I've got books to finish, books to start, stories to tell, characters to kill...or help fall in love. Fallon, Liv, Sophia are all waiting patiently in line for their turn. I've also got some new characters wanting to be introduced to the world; especially to you guys! Soon you'll met Claire, Celsia, and others. I hope you're excited!

But, what's an "Oops, I suck - let's make this better!" blog post without some good stuff coming your way besides just more stories?

How about a character naming contest? 

What about an entire library of my books?

Kindle? Amazon and B&N gift cards? 

All of these are coming and they're all for you! 

So, let's start over. 

Hi. I'm S.L. Naeole and I'm a writer. Let's be friends.

Haiku Monday: October 8, 2012

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This is for Lila in Rhode Island who emailed me her suggestion for heartache and redemption as this weeks' Haiku Monday topic.
 

 

In time this too will

become just a memory

that you wll cry for

 

I once knew a boy

who'd taken my innocence

and made me wicked

 

I've given you me

In return you gave me pain

Now I give you hate

 

My sorrow is not

a tool you can use for your

manipulation

 

He was once my all

He was once my everything

Now I am much more

 

I saw him walk by

My eyes sprung tears like faucets

I'm now over him

 

Someone new is here

One who loves me completely

That someone is me

Haiku Monday: Call for topics

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It's that time. With the weekend approaching, I want you readers to comment with your topic of choice for Monday's Haikus. There are no restrictions so long as you keep the language withing semi-decent territory. Haikus are underappreciated and need more exposure so let's make this fun!

Haiku Mondays and Sweet Malice are coming back!

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Starting in October, there'll be all new chapters of Sweet Malice, as well as Haiku Mondays.

But, since haikus aren't exactly the most...interesting of poems, I'm gonna let you guys choose the topics. Every Wednesday, I'll send out the call for suggestions for haiku topics and will pick five. They can be about anything - don't be shy! Haikus - like limericks - can be pretty fun!

Have a great weekend, sweet readers!

Damselfly Cover

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It has been a long time coming, but Damselfly is almost here!

 

As a thank you for being so patient, I've got the cover reveal right here after the jump.

 

 

Read more: Damselfly Cover

The One With Good News and Bad News... (Winners Selected!)

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I have been putting off writing this blog post because I kept hoping that there wouldn't be a need for it. Unfortunately, the need is there and I feel I owe it to you, the fans, to let you know as soon as possible.

Read more: The One With Good News and Bad News... (Winners Selected!)

Writing requires a lot of help

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I get asked this question a lot by readers and aspiring authors and I think it's best to answer it here so that everyone gets to read it.

 

Why did you decide to self-publish?

 

 

Read more: Writing requires a lot of help

Weekend Question: April 27th, 2012

 

 

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This weekend's question comes from a reader in Samoa who wanted me to ask you guys for your opinion.

 

What do you look for in a romantic hero?

More Articles...

  1. Contest Time!
  2. Sweet Silence Giveaway! (Update: Winners Selected and contacted)
  3. YA Scavenger Hunt: Your Time Is Now
  4. Sneak Peek: Damselfly Chapters 1-4
  5. Never judge a book by its cover
  6. YA Scavenger Hunt: Updated
  7. Food for Thought: 3.2.12
  8. Weekend Question: March 2, 2012

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